Ugh.

I'm back again folks....
I have had a LOT of complications come up since my plastic surgery, and I've also had a lot of craziness going on in my personal life. Things have been overwhelming, to say the least, and I'm feeling better not that I've taken a moment to sit down and write here.
I'm feeling a tremendous amount of anxiety about my child's food allergy, especially since she will be starting Kindergarten this time next year. I'm terrified, because if she comes into contact with the allergen its pretty much life threatening. To make a long, drawn out, sob story much, much shorter, it all comes down to this... I just dont trust anyone to keep her safe like I'm able to, and I'm not sure that I'm ready to put my child's life (literally) in someone else's hands for eight hours of the day.
I could go on and on about how I feel about that for hours, but I would likely develop carpel tunnel syndrome from all of the typing it would take to get that out, so lets just say I'm stressed, seriously, overwhelmingly stressed.